Saturday, July 18, 2009
Inside out...
Saturday, July 11, 2009
really? are you sure???
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Home...
I'm sitting here this morning with so much laundry to start and life to return to....just not sure where to begin. I know from past missions trips that this is a struggle for me...to somehow transition from life a world away to an immediate thrust back into my own reality of life. It's hard. I've got worship music playing through the house in an attempt to keep my mind where it needs to be and not allow frustration and a sense of sadness spread. As one of the team members said yesterday to me, it is almost as if we're dealing with a death.
It's really a hard emotion to explain...that you can be right in your own life and what was once familiar seems foreign....and what is foreign somehow feels like home. We were prepped for such emotions, but they're still surprising each time you feel them.
I'm sitting with the phone beside me right now...dialing and redialing AirFrance in an attempt to recover my journal that was left on our flight yesterday. I spent hours and hours writing and reflecting while we were gone....it is my way of connecting to my environment and writing down the things the Lord is showing me. I can't tell you the weight I felt yesterday when I discovered it was missing-I know right where it sits. I figured it was just gone and there was no use even trying to find it...until this morning I was going to just let it go. But, I figure I'll make one effort to recover it....then let it go. There's something comforting about that little book...it holds words and feelings that I can't seem to say outloud right now. It makes no sense to me that it should be left behind...it seems to hold a key to my remembering the things He's doing in me. SO, until I'm told it's impossible to find, I'll keep calling!
I'm not sure how many of my teamates will think to look back on here, but if you're reading, I want each of you to know how impressed I am with you! You made it through some of the toughest circumstances of your life...and made it through well! I saw in many of you a new spark...the beginning of something that God is planting in your lives. I know each of the leaders were blessed and privileged to join you on this trip...and we look on in anticipation as we watch what God is doing in your lives.
Settle in...be free to enjoy home. THIS is where God has you today...find joy in being where He has you. Take your time...before long the new you will mesh with the old you and home will be home again...
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
on our way...
There were MANY, MANY tears shed as we left. The students really bonded w/several of the African Christian teens...there were 2 young men who travelled w/us throughout the week that joined us at the airport to say goodbye. They were just as tearful as our kids. There is nothing more moving than teenage boys shedding tears over new friendships....but they unashamedly said their goodbyes. And then AGAIN when they all showed up around the corner while we waited in line....and AGAIN when they stood outside a window as we waited in another line!!! By the end, we were all BEGGING them to leave so the tears would stop!!! But some of the students entered the plane w/heavy hearts anyway.
Our flight was 6 hrs long and a few caught some sleep during that time...I did NOT! We're waiting in Paris right now for our flight to Dulles in about an 1 1/2hrs. (I was surprised to find a little internet cafe, and am enjoying a GREAT cup of coffee as I type! yay! Comfort of home!!!)
Just a heads up for all the parents and family members...your students are really torn about heading home. While they are so excited to see you, there is so much processing that still has to be done in the next days and weeks. They are hesitant about reacclimating...and even about all the questions that you will inevitably have for them. Please be patient with us all...we are struggling...torn between two worlds. Know that in time we will be able to spit out all that we've been through...but it may take a few days. Just keep praying for us as we are thrust back into our old lives starting first thing tomorrow morning....we are exhausted, and will need time to adjust both to the time and to the lives we've left behind.
To Alex and Emma...I'm sitting looking out of the window in Paris!! Wish you were here with me! Looking forward to seeing you in a few hours...I can't even figure out how MANY hours that is, but sometime today! Love you guys!
My time is running out...love to all, thanks for your continued prayers and support!!!
...Emma...
(Jumpshot has a new home in Africa...the village girls will enjoy him!)
Monday, July 6, 2009
how to put into words...
(a neighboring house...the outhouse is the building immediately to the left of the house)
Our first sight of some of the kids who would hang out with us for days....they were so curious about us, but quickly received the students love and spent every possible minute with us.
(The house beside our camp that held an ALL NIGHT party...complete with African tribal music that started at midnight, and went on til 6am! It was a really surreal event to wake up to in the middle of the night! )
(unpacking and blowing up the mattresses again!)
...we're here!!!
Back later to give more details!
Thursday, July 2, 2009
quick prayer requests...
Pray, too, for our attitudes...a few nights with little sleep, little water, little personal space could prove to make us all a little testy. Pray that we remember the reason we are here and choose to serve the Lord...even when it's hard.
Thank you for your prayer support and care!!!
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
home for the night...
A quick update...
Here's some pictures of our time at Hope House...
(the twins)
Nick with the most adorable little girl! He was enamored by her!
(Nick and Nate AFTER the soccer game that was played on red dirt! Mixed with sweat it makes a sort of clay on the legs!)
I'm sure the kids will want to check in here in the morning to see all of your comments, but this will likely be the last post until Monday. I think we are all actually excited about our trip to the JUNGLE. Our anxiousness has mostly been replaced with a sense of adventure- now that we've had details explained to us we feel a little more prepared. We're leaving here at 10am to head out to the village which is about 2 1/2 hrs away. The roads here are not anything like Rte 30...more like a 100yr old back lane on an Amish farmer's property! Some are paved, some are not...all have bigger potholes than Pendot would know what to do with!! I'm sure my mom is reading into that, and yes, mom, they all know I have permanent claim to one of the front seats!
Did I tell you before that the drivers over here are CrAzY?!?! Seriously, like nothing I've ever seen!!! I've had the privilege of sitting in the middle seat behind the driver of both our taxibus and Tim. They are EQUALLY as CrAzY!!! Surprisingly safe...but CrAzY!!! You would not imagine that so many cars could fit on the road at the same time. Let me clarify that...ALL of the cards are vying for their own space in the MIDDLE of the intersections...fully believing they have the right of way!!! All at the same time! The ride alone promises to be somewhat of an adventure for us!!! The next being the unpacking and hanging of 25 mosquito nets! Where??? Not sure, but they will be somehow rigged up in the trees above us so we can enjoy the beauty of the night sky and the sounds of the critters....for four nights!
Each of us is allowed to pack a small bag with 2 pairs of clothes (yes, for 4 days and we WILL be working and sweating in them, too!), a bathing suit (for bathing in the stream---it is clean!) pj's, and our bedding. (Tim gave us a little hint that we should put our sheets on in the jungle, and then be prepared to turn them inside out when we get back so we can use them again!!!!!!!!!!!! I KNOW you're laughing! Not funny!) We are definitely in for an adventure that is not likely to be repeated in any of our lives in the near future! I, for one, am excited to be a part...although I'm quite aware that SOME of the guys have a little plan up their sleeves to play the ole' rubber snake trick on the girls. (shh...I already told the girls the stupid rubber thing exists, so they are aware it's going to appear at some point! As I always say at home, the key is to NOT react...foils the plan every time!)
So....I'm now in the room alone...you have no idea how long it takes to upload these pictures! I'm doing 2 at a time....each set taking about 5 minutes! I'll take a second to say goodnight to my favorite 18 yr old who is keeping the house so clean and neat in my absence. I'm so impressed that he has washed and vaccumed my car as well as gone through the house and cleaned every single room to prepare for our arrival back home. Alex....what on earth did I do to deserve you?! Thanks, bud...I owe you! I love you!!!
the first part of our day...
Rob...I was just conversing with Holly about a recent question you posed to her. I believe the question was, "Would you consider going to the mission field w/me?" I want you to know a few hours ago she told me that if she HAD to, she would LOVE to do what Meredith is doing this week....being an AWESOME hostess to everyone who enters her home. Just thought you should know now might be a good time to make your plans. Just saying.
Dawn...Nate's in good hands and all the extra paraphenalia that you packed him is working!!!
We just finished the BEST American lunch (pizza!) made by Meredith...
(and, YES, they are ALL eating their veggies)
and are getting ready to leave for the Hope House for the afternoon. We're looking forward to playing and loving on the 20 orphans that live there. I'll try to get back here again tonight when we get back, as it will be the last time for a while. Suprise, there's no electric and WiFi in the jungle! After talking w/some of the interns who went to the village last week, we are feeling more at ease to know that there is a make-shift toilet, and a creek of CLEAN running water just about a minute's walk away. We will be sleeping under the stars (and a mosquito net), but if it rains, there are houses nearby that we will be paired up in. We will attend church in this village and are prepared for a sermon MUCH longer than Pastor Carl offers us each Sunday!
GOOD MORNING!!!
Because some of you are checking back here several times a day, just wanted to say good morning. We're getting ready to head out to the local market...then back for lunch before we head to the orphanage. We're unable to take cameras to either place, so I'll try to get some of the students pics when we get back so you can see your lovely children's faces.
Linda...Harry has been leaning over the computer every day waiting in anticipation of your saying hello!!!
All of the kids have been crowding around the computer each time I sit here in hopes of hearing from home. They are LOVING all your comments! Thanks for making their mornings!
Love to each of you from way over here...we miss you, but are thoroughly enjoying each experience. The girls have begun to voice a little apprehension over spending 4 nights in the village....sans tents and bathrooms. All will be well and we will possibly be better for having had the experience!
Last night we sat around and talked over how the experience in the village was affecting us. The students opened up their hearts and you should know they are changing...they are seeing the hand of God working. But, they're also seeing how blessed each one of them are. We have so much...and seem to always want more. These children have so little...and seem to want for nothing.
Thanks for your continued prayers and support....love to each of you on the other side of this screen! Back later to tell you about our day!!!
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
mobile medical clinic...
We ended our day by meeting with the missionary doctor and nurse that we worked with today, and even learned "This is the day that the Lord has made" in French! It was alot of fun and a great introduction into the hearts of Pastor Jacob, Mama Janine, her husband.
We started the day at 7:15 this morning w/a quick breakfast, then headed out in 2 vans to a school in a village about 45 minutes away. It was the first time we'd seen Gabon in the daylight from a vehicle. The scenery was AWESOME! A true picture of the diversity in this country. We saw all kinds of homes, businesses and markets. Some pretty shabby and some quite lovely...all very interesting.
Monday, June 29, 2009
Touchdown!
and many hours of waiting around two airports...
(Syd's first Gabonese friend, Florence who travelled from Dulles to Paris to Gabon with us)
(Emma, Jumpshot made it here, too!)
(in the Brokkop's yard)
(Missionary puppies!)
**I've been uploading pics as we've been going through orientation and having a time of worship. Tim has started our day off with a challenge: To listen for and hear the voice of the Lord as we are here. He challenged us to use all 5 senses to experience what God is doing around us while we are here, and throughout our lifetimes. Our time of singing together was lead by one of the interns, Lyndsay, and was a sweet time of regrouping our thoughts and connecting with the Lord this morning.
Thanks for your prayers throughout the last few days. Continue to remember us as we clean today (in the HUMIDITY) and tomorrow head out to do the mobile medical caravan, Hope House on Wednesday, and HEAD TO THE BUSH ON THURSDAY-MONDAY!!!!